“I was a candle; / You: a bright, burning ball of light, / More brilliant than any of the small flames that had dared to kiss my wick. / Their flickering embers tried to scorch me into nothing.”
Read More“Not despite, you say, because / You’ve been looking in the bathroom mirror / of our Santa Fe adobe house, beneath stained vigas / wearing your orange sports bra / and half-buckled blue jeans”
Read More“At last, the void speaks / of all he took and never returned. / The white rabbit crawls forth from his rabbit / hole to pull you into the damp soil and live / as he does: in filth / and the stink of tobacco.”
Read More“my children, just as naked, / as now, just as submerged back when / we moved through the uncertainty of shelters, / sustaining by government crumbs, / their father is not my husband.”
Read More“Emily brought the weed. Emily also knew how to sculpt / a pipe with a pencil and some rolled tinfoil. What was it / with the dancers and gymnasts? Why did we always / have the drugs while you and the soccer girls gave each / other French braids and never stayed up late? At least / you brought a lighter.”
Read More“you can’t tell me / to reconcile / all the being i’ve done / kneeling at a pew / lined with past lives / i’ll think i’m there to celebrate / to sing”
Read More“You are harmless without antlers, / rare amidst hard tusk-teeth”
Read More“I can see four-leafed clovers in the grass because / I have magic in my blood. / My parents would say it’s because / we were Irish before we were American.”
Read More“Girls sometimes roil / with fear they say / we’d do anything / to avoid a sting run shrieking / like our mothers but they / mishear buzzing for screams”
Read More“The meat turned clay when you left. / You kept the eyes, like dried berries, / and wet capillaries still stuck / to your fingers like raw yolk.”
Read More“Sick of buying tissues, she started to use / two silver buckets she’d found one day / in a neighbour’s abandoned shed, not knowing / they belonged to a magician (now dead).”
Read MoreI have seen these hues / bring the deepening of my blues. / Inside the rows and lines of my swallowed up and overwhelmed disappearing. / Inside the measures of solitude that swam through sorrow, seeking something unnamed.
Read MoreI braid these waves into a still water crown/ each braid, boxed at the root, a singular wish/ wrapped together like a promise
Read More“…i was told that if it looked / like this / then / it was wrong / that i would need mending…”
Read More“country sojourner, you gaze at me in rough / lips psychedelic rum, see i live in the old tales / of thick thighed psychostasia. weighting between / the self-actualized fat of my body and the / flickering of french-kissed soul. see i move”
Read More“the myth is, you and i tell each other we are / beautiful, precious, rare creatures, we are beholden / but we are scarred, i only have one gift: / surviving a horror movie with my song”
Read More“And I wonder why / the milk sours. Luck has passed / to other coffers.”
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